I was trying so hard to find for a space in Cookery Club in my school,
but then,
because I gave them the letter from art teacher which is informing them about the art folio.
I shouldn't have pass it to them.
Because,
my mom thought like you're taking art,
so you're planning to or going to become an artist..
And she just simply said that I've gave up on my dreams and started a new 1,
I was saying nothing and just faster ate my dinner,
my mood for dinner that day was spoiled.
I cried while I was all alone in my room,
I'm so disappointed with my parents,
I was trying so hard to search for a chance for joining in Cookery Club,
and they thought that I've given up just because I'm in Arts.
Art not only for the person who want to become an artist,
there still many things that need arts for creativity.
I just don't want to wasting my time to explain to them,
but then,
because I gave them the letter from art teacher which is informing them about the art folio.
I shouldn't have pass it to them.
Because,
my mom thought like you're taking art,
so you're planning to or going to become an artist..
And she just simply said that I've gave up on my dreams and started a new 1,
I was saying nothing and just faster ate my dinner,
my mood for dinner that day was spoiled.
I cried while I was all alone in my room,
I'm so disappointed with my parents,
I was trying so hard to search for a chance for joining in Cookery Club,
and they thought that I've given up just because I'm in Arts.
Art not only for the person who want to become an artist,
there still many things that need arts for creativity.
I just don't want to wasting my time to explain to them,
I'm afraid that my eyes will just burst into tears,
my mom surely will try to find something negative to reply back to my explanation,
I just, don't want to get even hurt by their words anymore.
I don't have any fucking idea on why my mom doesn't like me, myself become a chef or even a baker.
If she doesn't like, just tell me straight forward that she doesn't like la!
For what keeping insulting it and making so many wounds in my heart,
At least she can say a reason on why she doesn't like and then maybe I'll understands it and not ending up like so many wounds that won't heal easily.
They don't believe me.
For first time,
I'm doing things without following my parents sayings,
I'm just, alone on this path..
without anybody to rely on.
Only myself....
my mom surely will try to find something negative to reply back to my explanation,
I just, don't want to get even hurt by their words anymore.
I don't have any fucking idea on why my mom doesn't like me, myself become a chef or even a baker.
If she doesn't like, just tell me straight forward that she doesn't like la!
For what keeping insulting it and making so many wounds in my heart,
At least she can say a reason on why she doesn't like and then maybe I'll understands it and not ending up like so many wounds that won't heal easily.
They don't believe me.
For first time,
I'm doing things without following my parents sayings,
I'm just, alone on this path..
without anybody to rely on.
Only myself....
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