1st time cooking!!

Sneak into the kitchen while my family not in house,
they're out for having dinner with my relatives.

I was so nervous at the whole process of it,
I took it from cup noodle,
after studying the difference between the ingredients of packed noodle and cup noodle.

The noodle was very soft,
it taste awesome~

Are they even listening?

When I have my own choice,
I told them what my choice is and they just ignored.
They started to decide them for me by their own
and
they ask me must have my decision or whatever...

But I already have my own!
I feel so depressed~

I bet they never take it seriously when I told them which college that I wish to go,
they love to make their own decisions MOST of the time,
like the people who going to college is THEM not me...

What should I do?
with such a parents who never listen how I think or feel..

What am I living for?

I mean,
SERIOUSLY!

They didn't even try to listen to me,
next time,
I swear,
that I don't want to go outside with them ANYMORE!

I want to be alone by myself,
so that nobody can hurt my feelings.
Next time they ask me something I just ignore them and let them say whatever they want.
They doesn't feel pain at all but myself.

I have to stop crying,
but my tears just won't stop....

SPM Motivational Camp 2012

We form a team and do crazy activities while learning in the motivational camp,
after 12:30 p.m,
me and my friend,
Sandy, who wish to dismiss earlier than the normal time,
because nobody will be fetching her at 5 o'clock.

I wish to dismiss earlier because part of my reason is,
I wanted to go home and have a nap,
another part of my reason is,
nobody is going to listen the motivational camp with me.
Just because I'm not really familiar with the other people.

Teacher won't let us just go that easily,
we have to explain our reason and then Sandy got annoyed, really annoyed.
I gave up and she said that teacher letting her dismiss earlier at 3:30 p.m.

After lunch, we formed a new team again.
This time, I wasn't with Sandy because she got chosen by other groups.
I just simply go into a team which is lots of girls.
And then I sat beside Kaito,
I don't know why he's in the same team with me but not with his friends,
I'm still glad that he's there.

Because in the new team,
I've none of the people who can really talk with.