Are they even listening?

When I have my own choice,
I told them what my choice is and they just ignored.
They started to decide them for me by their own
and
they ask me must have my decision or whatever...

But I already have my own!
I feel so depressed~

I bet they never take it seriously when I told them which college that I wish to go,
they love to make their own decisions MOST of the time,
like the people who going to college is THEM not me...

What should I do?
with such a parents who never listen how I think or feel..

What am I living for?

I mean,
SERIOUSLY!

They didn't even try to listen to me,
next time,
I swear,
that I don't want to go outside with them ANYMORE!

I want to be alone by myself,
so that nobody can hurt my feelings.
Next time they ask me something I just ignore them and let them say whatever they want.
They doesn't feel pain at all but myself.

I have to stop crying,
but my tears just won't stop....