Felt so lucky but at the end is the worst.....

1st,

I saw his car just in front of my van while traffic jam near my sis's college.

(Monday, I think..... or Tuesday)

2nd,

when teacher explain and talk about 满江红,

the first thing that come out from my mind is a music band.

Then few minutes later,

he asked,

'Teacher, 满江红 not a band meh??'

(Monday, I think..... or Tuesday)

I was shocked after hearing this,

felt so...... perfect!

Me and him are 心灵相通.

So I was like, very happy......

then today,

I saw him entered Sandy's class and he was talking to Sandy's classmate,

Evelyn.

After school he also ran to her......

-cries-

I wonder should I give up or continue....

I really felt upset when I saw him entering Sandy's class....

because he'll never find for his friends in there, except....

Evelyn.

I thought that she have a boyfriend when I was Form 1....

I hope that she won't break up with her boyfriend... please...

-cries-