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Thursday, April 15, 2010

I hate KH's wood work...

Arghh...
I really did hate'em..
everyone keep borrowing the hammers around,
and the school seems so rich why not buy us more hammers to use??
geez...
and if I say no,
they'll like.....
ruined the friendship or classmate or whatever it is...
-sigh-
I use the nail hung wrong place (the lower part of the nail went wrong place)
wtf...
I was thinking if I can give up the wood work man..
so damn cacat...
that nobody will compare to.
And,
why this world must have 'project' this kind of stuff??
when teacher ask us to separate to form a group,
all people was like.. divided them into other groups except me....
I'm always the last 1 that they decided to join with who... haiz..
I was like, whatever they said..
cuz other people joined another groups,
and I have no place to go...
how can I decide myself?
if I did, the person won't..
like during ICT lesson,
teacher call us to form a group,
then I was like ask kar wei to be my partner..
she said yes,
but after she discuss with other girls,
she call me to join another group...
-shock-
haizzz....
I wish to change school,
temo...
my result are bad...
where else should I go?
no place to go!!!
-cries-

I always have a question and I asked myself sometimes,
but..
still haven't get the answer..
Why I'll live on this world??
and I believe that I'm not from this world, and is from other places....
but where??
I don't know....
-sigh-
what should I do during this days in this world??
I become a rubbish in this world..
R.U.B.B.I.S.H
I wonder if I disappeared on this world,
those people will felt happy and teachers no need to worry that got such a weird, stupid/rubbish student in S3-5...
I'll be glad...
and everyone will be glad..

And how am I gonna do?
he's not going to accept such a me anyway...
like nasser said,
'SUCH A LOSER'
-sigh-
yeah, I'm a loser....
THE BIGGEST LOSER EVER...
my result as bad as shit,
my face is ugly...
and he's still in love with kar wei....
but I cannot jealous....
cuz,
that's he choice..
how can I change it??
but I know if someone read this she'll said
'don't give up!'
but how?
I really don't have any ideas to keep me not giving up....
I was thinking,
if I said to people that I like him,
pamela they all won't support me.
They'll will support only 1 person that he like:
kar wei.
-sigh-
so...
I can't get too excited....
he have choosen her...
how am I going to change his choice???

~lonely forever~

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