I'm thinking abt him.......=.=

Dear diary,

Today we have KH lesson in the Cookery Room, after teacher has taught us what to do, she gave us some pocket files from Form 3 last year.....

And then.... Guess what? Dunno Nabila or Elly got his file, I've heard Elly said: 'hey, eunice's boyfriend!' then I was like.... don't mind them, just keep writing... then Elly called me: 'Eunice, nicholas!!' (she raise the file, when she said it, the class was so damn quiet)

After KH lesson, we went back class and ready for the next lesson... I keep thinking abt him, I dunno why am I still thinking abt him... I keep telling myself that he's a playboy, I thought I was so glad that he's not at this school anymore, I thought I've forgot abt him..... but why...... why am I still thinking abt or care abt him anyway??!!!

I was trying to forget everything abt him, but..... finally, I knew was.... I can't forget abt him... either I tell myself that he's a playboy, BUT still cannot .......forget........ I thought nowadays nobody asked abt him, so I'll forget him easily... I think....? But, now they're talking abt him behind me during Science lesson.... how can I stand it....? I keep thinking and think, I'll felt sad....

Maybe when my friends talk abt him, I'll felt so happy cuz they're now caring abt me.... haiz..... but, those old memories keep flying around my mind if they keep talk abt him... I'll felt very sad.....

I've an idea for forget everything abt him, is to.......... find a new crush and forgot abt him..... but now, I haven't find a new 1... that means I'm so ugly..... being fooled by him, damn him!!

Sad Girl wrote on,
2010/1/7, 6:27 pm